If the wishes were not spontaneous, then they may have been contemplated or consulted
Feign innocence anyways; that feeling of, no one seems to notice the entire charade
From boredom, or, even lack of imaginations, the careful notes are scrutinised
Lengthy edits and rewriting shape the emotions according to the careful considerations
Trying to sort out the narrative with trembling fingers while peeking into someone else’s story
Missing the spontaneity, the wishes are rehearsed by a careful voice that speaks for this cause
Between then and now, the patterns change; the narrative becomes layered with ulterior motives
~Amitav
Amitav Chowdhury 